My Life, My World, My Mind

Ah! Freakin' hell it has been almost two months since I have posted, but who gives a living hoot since I'm the only one that can practically read this right?!

Random: I'm tired of having to smile when I don't want to. (Seeing patients) But then again if I don't smile I might freak out and not give my patients the feeling of comfort they should be when visiting a hospital.

I tell myself 18 more years and I can retire -_-

My head is so full it's about to Buuu KAH!!!

27th-Sep-2008 11:03 pm - paranoid

	sorry i'm paranoid now. You're goign to have to be my friend to see whatsup because im an ass
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17th-Jul-2008 11:49 pm(no subject)

	ITSSSSSSSS OHHHHHHHHHHHHH- SOOOOOOOOOOOOO FRUSTRATING
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9th-Jul-2008 10:40 am - shock

	http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ybOJUujKxPg 'nuff said
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29th-Jun-2008 11:04 pm - college sucks

	the fall semester has already started and im already stressing hard because i feel like a dumbass as it is. I know I can do it, and I havent thought so negative about passing CLEP test since forever. I just have to stop thinking so bad about what I am capable and what I am not capable of /emo
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16th-Jun-2008 01:49 am - an update for the weekendium!

Things I __________ for

WoW account #1 = 14.95/month
WoW account #2 = 14.95/month
WoW account #3 = 14.95/month

ffxiaccount #1 = 12.95/month
ffxiaccount #2 = 12.95/month

Iphone bill = 49.00/month <- I think
Comcast bill#1 = 33.00/month
Comcast bill#2 = 33.00/month (do not ask why I pay for 2)

The total for this sunnovavitch equals roughly 150-160bucks a month? I didnt do the month simply because I am lazy and tired. jeeeeeeeeeeeze thats alot of money I always try to put some in my savings account (which works!) but I can be saving more (of course >_>)

I did cancel my wow accounts though, I had the courage to do it :P so that takes care of that. and I dont usually pay two comcast bills, just one. I put it in there to make it look like its alot >_>;;

I have been working graveyard shift for nearly 8 months now and finished my last day and work in roughly 5 hours....... I CANT FREAKING SLEEP FOR THE LIFE OF ME TT_TT, it sucks just as I decided I will take fall classes they put me on Days and will only be on it for about a month or two, or when the fall semester starts

I wasnt able to see the Kojima himself as well oh well, there will be another time and day hopefully.

On my prevous post, scratch that goal about wanting to write a book. At that moment in time for some reaso i was showered with ambition to do so BUT what I do want to is learn japanese (so we will see about that!)

and before ending such an unorthdox post

Penny Arcade Expo 2008

Tickets = 40-50
Train ride (bothways) upto $180 (prices vary)
Hotel = ????

So thats that.... We'll see :P still deciding still deciding and theres always next year...

post is random and full of my thought so I can finally sleep >.

12th-Jun-2008 01:01 am - things on my mind!

i will need to recap these things but so i wont forget it, I will jot them down!

first thing is first which has been sticking on my mind for the longest of the longest time since i heard about it.

-If you are planning on calling off a relationship with someone, and you are just about to do it. And they cry? Don't call off the call off?! Sheeze keeping a relationship because you pity the other person is just plain friggin sad.